It seemed like a week ago when I told a friend to make back ups of her blogs (which I am hosting for free) since I needed to upgrade our Wordpress blogs to the latest version. And now we have to do it all over again since 2.9.1 is released. I have to look for the CD which contained the xml’s of my blogs so I can save it in there. I save the files on my computer but I am not taking any chances, I need to have another copy just in case. Might as well do it tomorrow since it is already late.

I am in turmoil right now. I am stressed. And I am not feeling good about it. There are times I want to run away from it all but I love my family too much to do that. It would be nice to cast responsibilities in the wind but then it only works so long. Eventually I have to face whatever is bugging me and then go on with life. I sometimes feel like the most horrible person on Earth but then compared to how other people react to the problems I have some will probably think I am very good. Pardon me for my rambling and nonsense tirade. I just want to vent to keep my sanity. I am hoping the New Year will bring me and my family good luck and happiness. And a solution to the problems bugging us.

The husband and I decided to get him a prepaid credit card to help him build his credit back up. About two years ago his credit score went down because of financial problems we went through and although we have been slowly paying off debts, it still needs a little boost. And we thought this can be done through prepaid cards. Hopefully it will work as time progress. So I am left to the task of looking for banks which offers just the thing we need. I did not think it was this hard to look for one. I mean I have been everywhere, even read on about virtual credit cards which is totally different from what I was looking for and yet I have only found one bank so far which offers what we want. It would have been better if we have choices just in case we get denied. I hope to find more banks which offers pre paid cards tomorrow. I don’t want to disappoint him. I know he probably knows what to look for but he is stubborn and wants me to do it so here I am. It does not help that the little man is all over me trying to get me to play basketball with him. I have tried saying no to him but he still comes to me so I had to make a few baskets then come back and do more search. Talk about multi-tasking. Anyway, I might have to ask a friend since the last time we talked she did mention something about her and her husband having prepaid cards. If she can tell me where she got the card from then we might be able to swing an application for the husband from that bank. I really want this done so his credit score will be back to normal again.

I made a post about my niece asking me a cellphone I have promised her years ago. And I thought I might be able to give it to her this Christmas but the way our finances is looking I might not be able to. I am sad but what can I do? Our needs here comes first. Good thing I have not promised her when to give the present, just that I will eventually. Perhaps in a few weeks when I get enough money build up on my Paypal account. Maybe earlier if Santa realizes that I have been good this year and so will give my niece her wish for me, lol. It is sad sometimes how I don’t deliver on time but then like I said, I do have to prioritize us. Anyway, I am glad I already gave my mom her advanced Christmas present which only leaves dad and my brother’s family. I really have to work hard these days